Have you ever felt like you were being moved around like a puppet? You are aware that you are making decisions, but they seem to be coming from a higher place and gently over-riding your earthly (fear-based) decision making process. This happened to me in the months following my soul exchange in 1999. The next thing I knew my life was totally different—for the better.
Well, it’s happening again. I’ve been consciously aware that part of my mission is to help souls cross over. There are many of us who are gatekeepers. This may be why you feel weighed down or depressed for no reason—there are souls in your field, seeking the portal of light into other dimensions.
In 2005, I wrote a book titled More Than Meets the Eye: True Stories About Death, Dying and Afterlife. It covers many aspects of the dying and grieving process and sheds light on euthanasia, suicide, near-death experience, and spirit visits after the passing of a loved one. After ten years of feeling the urge to get involved, I am in the process of becoming a hospice volunteer where I will be singing light language in a frame drum to assist souls in their transition. I have passed the background check and preliminary health tests and look forward to the training class in September. It feels strange to do this for others when I have sick and elderly family members that I would like to minister to in this fashion. I distantly pray for them but when I get around them in person, my adult higher self has to step in to keep me from reverting to being the co-dependent child they raised rather than the empowered minister that I know myself to be. As an empath, it is more difficult for me to handle the energy of my family than the energy of being around strangers. This is what the Bible refers to as “familiar” spirits. Setting boundaries is always harder with those you are closest to.
I had an opportunity to do a drumming and light language last rites ceremony for my friend’s grandmother who was dying. Our time on the phone was sweet as we felt the presence of many beloved angels, archangels, and ascended masters assisting with the process of retrieving all soul parts and aspects, clearing trauma and karma, and dissolving the astral body and its debris. We also called in her ancestors who had passed and invited them to cross over as well.
I don’t know what to expect as I begin to minister to the dying and their families, but I trust it will be a good experience to help me continue to mature on my spiritual path. Things always work out well when we follow our internal guidance. When it feels like our guides are manipulating us, they are actually orchestrating things behind the scenes to accomplish something that our soul has agreed to on a higher level.
For more information, you might enjoy reading my book, More Than Meets the Eye True Stories about Death, Dying, and Afterlife. Purchase paperback on Amazon.com. It's also on Amazon as an e-book for those who have Kindle or Sony Readers. The audio book is now available!